Dates mean something when you've lost a loved one. 4 years since Mom died. Marshall should be a year old. Jonah was due on September 15th, with a section on the 2nd. I hate dates. The calendar is evil!!
Things are ok in the grieving department. As long as Joe and I keep it to ourselves, the world is happy. So, that's how we are dealing at the moment.
Our biggest worry is finances, and that may lead us to the biggest decision I've ever made. I think we are moving out of state. I know the economy is bad everywhere, but I can't support us here. I think it's time to move to NC. But what breaks my heart is leaving Dad. Without my kids, I know he'll not last. They are his world! But our mortgage here is more than most people's monthly bills, and I just can't keep it up.
So, I'm just blah.
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