Why can't I have a day where no tears need to fall?
What can't I have a day when I can clearly hear His call?
I am trying to do the right thing and clear the air before its stale
but I feel like a whipped dog running with a tucked tail.
My father treats me like he used to treat my dear mother.
He's used to a house that's orderly and neat and I'd like it too if I had my druthers.
But I have three girls and a full time job - when do you want me to clean?
Oh, I get it! I could just NOT sleep.
I screwed up a friendship with a friend who was true
all because I had thoughts; he didn't have them too.
I can't flipping breathe its hurting me so
and I really am lost, I just don't know.
So right now I'm sitting here trying to hold my tears back
and all the while my nerves are shot; it's them I really lack.
So let me close this up by saying I hope this finds you better
because right now I am feeling a little under the weather.
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