It's almost time

It's almost time for me to go back to work, and I"m feeling more than a little blue about it. It goes beyond leaving Hannah. I don't want to go back to the person I was before. I don't want to be super stressed about other people's kids and care what others think. All that matters is that little girl, her sisters, and DH.

*sigh*

Writing

I haven't written in a while. When I write, I dig into a part of me that is hurting or is sorrowful. I'm scared to go there because so much is built up that I am afraid of getting lost in the emotions.

But something tells me it's going to happen soon. I need to open up again.